Self-hate in the soul

It breaks my heart to think of the hate I have held for myself for so long. The pain I carried was so deep within me that I didn’t even know that it was there until I was fully grown. The seed that was sown when I was so small was slowly watered over time,

A weed is no more than a flower is disguise

Suicide- if a word was going to cause someone to recoil (at least a little), I think this one might just be it. Maybe it’s the bluntness with which I say it, or perhaps it is the stigma associated with all things suicide related. I say this word freely, with ease, with purpose. I see